Xmas Farewell

for Anya

I love you.
I love you for your eyes.
I love you for the way you think and talk.
I love you for the way you walk and listen.
I love you for your interests and passions.
I love your taste and class.
I love you for your hobbies and your past experiences.
I love your ambition, dreams and vision.
I want no other person in my life.
I feel so lost without you.

I know you felt love for me once.
I am grateful for every moment.
I hope you know that I don’t take it for granted.
I hope you know that every moment with you was a miracle and endless blessing.
I hope you know I wish you happiness forever.
I hope you know I was sincere when I said “I love you”
I hope you know that I’d move the world for you.

I hope when you were with me it was the best time of your life.
I hope I gave you peace, and happiness and comfort.

I will forever love you.
Forever miss you.

Maybe you don’t see yourself that way. But for me, you are one of a kind.

I know I’d never find someone like you.
Because there is only one you.
And she was perfection in my eyes.

I hope whoever you are with will see you like that and more. Will always love and cherish you, will always treat you fairly and respect your wishes and strive day and night to make you happy.

I am sorry I lost your confidence and trust in me.
I am sorry I made you shed tears and be afraid of me. I hope you forgave me any wrong-doing. I hope you know you have a friend in me.

And while I take a step back, to let you live your life, experience love and joy,

Just know,

That I ll never be too far away if you need me.
If you needed a friend. A shoulder to cry on, a kindred spirit to understand you, a fellow human to lift you up.

I ll always be there for you.

You mean the world to me.

Forever.

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